I did this amazing healing meditation yesterday after charging my grid and I felt great. Still had some tachycardia at 1 am but I attributed that to the malachite. Still I find it so hard to "stay In the vortex" when people just infuriate me. Which ok that's like every day:
It's the father who won't support his kids
The doctor who doesn't listen to his patients
The students teacher who is contributing to her failure
The angry farm hand
The rude banker
The emotionally unavailable spouse
The unsupportive family
The judgmental albeit "god fearing" people out there
..and the mother who can never love her child because she can't even love herself.
Then I thought? Whoa. Those emotions and feelings are heavy and numerous, why would anyone want to carry them? Why would anyone want to be angry for someone else or take back old wounds? There's really no reason but to punish yourself for the actions of others. Seems silly when you think about it.
Being a conscious co-creator of your existence in every moment not only helps you avoid getting trapped in those lower vibrating emotions but they allow you to escape them quicker When they reveal themselves. It's so easy to get drawn into old ways of responding. Most of us that are so irritated with people and the World are the same ones that want to help it and do something about it.
We are nothing with out being whole first. We can not give when we are empty of what we need to thrive on ourselves; love. Self love. Keeping our heart safe.
I wrote the above message weeks ago and just this past Sunday I caught Joel Osteen talking about this very thing. He was referring to Psalm 4:23 in the bible:
"Above all else, guard your heart".
Today I only accept the vibrations of love and healing. That no matter what I face in life it can always be answered by those two things. Even in the darkest moments, people are really only looking to be loved which induces healing. Remembering to love myself and give love which can be expressed in a number of ways as my healing....and yours. If you choose to accept it.