As we get so close to 2012 I don't think it matters what path you are on we all know that the Mayan Calendar ends in December of 2012. So most of us are thinking about that these days and have learned to conceptualize it in a way that fits into our 3D life one way or another. Some have accepted it as it relates to Armegeddon in the Christian believe system and other faiths have interpreted this as a NEW EARTH. Either way the end of something on a micro and macro level is insinuated here because we are always changing as individuals and simutaneously changing as humans across the globe. Every information we receive is analyzed to our understanding based on the education, influences and teaching we have received prior to that moment. So whatever the message is, it will be used in the way that makes sense to our knowledge at that time. Information is then tucked away in a little box of good/bad or not otherwise specified until more information is accrued on that topic. It doesn't matter how relevent, though, that information is perceived to be because every time we are exposed to new information we are already changing even by quantum measures that may equate to a much larger understanding later. So in these coming days as we all prepare for what will be although not exactly agreed upon by the masses, we are really exposed to mass amounts of information on the topic as we grow closer; some comforting and some not so much.
Another thing that is happening for all of us is that we are not only acquiring so much more understanding in the spiritual realm of things but we are finding our way into groups online and in the community for support. Maybe you have found your way into a new faith and go to church and maybe you have found your way into new groups on Facebook or other social sites. The support you receive in finding your way through all this information out there about the impending changes as we have learned has probably been most beneficial to you although not absolutely the "end all be all" answer for you. What are we missing? I am hearing lately that while many have thought their faith in God/Source/Love or any other New Age theory on Spiritual Awakening is proving to be a bit disconcerning as our expectations on what we were told is; turns into NOT or maybe just questioning that information in the anticipation of things to come.
Whether we are willing to admit it or not, the work to be closer to the source has really forced most of us to continue to be dependent on information from others as to WHAT IS and IS NOT because as humans we have been wired to think what we need is another person/group to lead us to God/Source/Love. While many of us think on the good days that we have a firm footing in our belief we only find ourselves on our tails when those expectations and prophecies fall flat, leaving us feeling lost again. This can also be applied to endings in relationships which I am personally dealing with now and also true, physical death of our loved ones and other types of 3D endings in our lives. We, as humans, typically perceive ENDS as being bad and many times it forces us to disconnect from our loved ones and again God/Source/Love.
I left Christianity long ago when my ex husband cheated on me after he was Baptized in the Catholic Church, my then faith. I don't have any ill feelings toward the faith or my ex, only that I felt it was time to seek what really was truth and not what someone else was telling me. I figured that religion couldn't be the "end all; be all" if it was acting as a conduit for some of the negative feelings that I was experiencing. I felt like looking outward was not my answer and so the path to find the truth began. As you know, in the last two years I have been working to understand the Twinflame/Soulmate connection. Finding what I believe to be my "Twinflame", having no other way to define this phenomena, has forced me to look within for all my answers. It has forced me to love and accept myself so I can better love and accept others to include my Twinflame. Sometimes it has led me to disappointments which I have come to realize that it was me who set myself up for those in the first place. The only thing I really ever needed out of this whole experience was to know that no matter what happens in our HUMAN experience that we are NEVER DISCONNECTED. Love never ENDS. Our connections never end, as it's only in the 3D, human experience that we are taught about endings.
The concept of having "endings" forces us to pull our our compassion and empathy for everything other than OURSELVES. You see, on the other side our spirit understands the concept of ONE. That everything we do and think is collective and unconditional. The Ouroburos also symbolizes that as the circle is neverending. The Earthly experience breaks EVERYTHING down for us so that we can feel out and understand the processes of every action, thought and being of each individual we cross paths with. We see a lot of beginnings and endings here which we can choose to allow to make us or break us at any given moment. It truly is our moment and our choice to stand or fall. That is just part of the experience, the good thing is though, those Soulmates, Karmic Connections and even our Twinflames, for those who can relate to that experience, are written in our life stories to support us through this journey of understanding why we are here.
So as we near "the end" in whatever way our own mind has resolved that to be, remember the Ouroburos symbolizes birth and death and the idea of ONE; of consciousness and of ONE knowledge. That every thing we ever need to know is within us to be consumed and used to navigate this experience. As the snake consumes it's tail it is showing us continuing change as it consumes knowledge and evolves, each part of the process initiates death and rebirth into the new you.
The story of Adam & Eve as depicted in the bible tells us that the evil snake convinced Eve to take a bite of the apple from the Tree of Knowledge. In some teachings this snake is believed to be the Ouroburos. Eve does this, forever containing the knowledge within her passed down into our being where it has always been kept a secret through the idea we have sinned. My personal experience is that it is only when we go within that we find our truth through our heart where we are connected to all that is and all that will ever be and all that never ends.
Love & Light,