Doing this was not easy for me and in this last week it has started to become even harder. Still, I have managed ok and we had a wonderful weekend taking the kids to Sea World and the Rennaissance Festival. It was so good to be spending that quality time together as we feel we have become a family and will cherish the time spent forever.
I have finally become to recognize and understand more the reason for our union as Twinflames. We will always be Twinflames and he will always be so important to me but the union was to spark major spiritual growth in me and also with Beau too. I have grown leaps and bounds and finally I am living more consicously than I ever have as I spent the majority of my life walking blind. I didn't want to feel or experience, just thought I could sail through and avoid disaster and hurt when all I was creating and attracting was just that. Beau helped me to see my mistakes in relationships of all kinds and that the first and most important relationship was with myself.
7 days and it will feel like a baby bird preparing to leave the nest. I will feel alone, vulnerable and scared to face the world but thankfully armed with my new consciousness and a new perspective on life. Beau's leaving should feel like the end but that is the old me. The new me sees this as a new beginning. I have many things to sort out and attend to when Beau leaves that will determine my future with or without Beau, career and more. I am ready to face all the inevitable changes armed with the new knowledge that I , myself, control my future through my actions and responses to the events I will soon face.
With Gratitute and Love, Lily Belle